Perspektif

I
Terbang tinggi-tinggi, kemudiannya hinggap di dahan pohon.
Ada suara-suara sumbing.
Bunyi-bunyi tidak enak.
Ah, peduli apa.
Aku tumpang berteduh.
II
Kasihan, tiada tempat berteduh. Ke sini lah dia. Dibuang asal la tu.
Dasar tak berguna.
I
Ah, aku tak larat menghadap benda yang sama.
Aku mahu lihat dunia yang lebih dari apa adanya.

Juna

Arjuna beta bikin hati luluh. Paling dekat di hati ; Hiduplah Arjuna Beta.

Juna, kamu manusia yang dari tiada apa-apa punya segalanya kini. Hiduplah Juna. Pedulikan segala yang di depan kamu. Kerna, di belakangmu punya bonda dan ayahanda, senantiasa.

Tentang dia I

Masih seperti disiat-siat,
Masih berdarah,
Masih terluka.

Masih, mendakap dia yang bukan punya.
Masih, berdiri kaku menunggu dia.
Masih, di situ.
Masih, berharap.

Dia, jasad yang kaku.
Dia, yang mati, yang pegun.
Dia, yang entah jasadnya di situ, hatinya entah di mana.

Good food!

Yesterday we went to one of the famous Arab restaurant that serves the best cuisine I must say. It was worth it, for the price of 50 LE, I ate one kilogram of beef (khuruf) along with others side dishes, plus two plates of chicken. I was bloated at the end.

Anyway we went there, just to celebrate few of my good friends that finally graduated from medical school. They gonna be serving as an intern back in our country Malaysia. Good luck dear friends.

Pardon me from my bad English (very bad). I think this is the result of not using English for a long time. Been using a broken english to suit the life style here, sigh.

The happy face of yours truly.

The full course that we ordered. 

Mother & daughter

Mama : Can we just not come to your
graduation day?
Me : No
Mama : But you already have your own
boyfriend. He's gonna be there.
Me : Since when do I have a boyfriend.
( This is why you don't tell secrets
to your mother )

How?

How to not feel hurt?

Because trust me. I've tried for a thousand times, and yet the feelings is still there.

Tough times.

I used to let myself cry through all the nights and then slept soundly. One way, I'd like to think that I was so sad, with no one to turn to. Another, it was just the best way to calm myself down. And sometimes, I fell asleep with beautiful dreams came through the night. It helped me at that times. To go through tough times. Well, obviously tough times don't last.

So what do you do when you face such tough times?