The word crush itself gonna crush you. This is why I've been preventing myself from having a crush on somebody.
And I failed terribly. A well-mannered person, reads a lot too, well-used words when spoken, and genius. I fell for that.
Or maybe I don't have a crush on a person. Maybe I have a crush on a persona. Or maybe I just have a crush on words/ideas/stories.
I don't even know.